Lately I have many tasks of the school. I became confused. Moreover my friends only relied on me to complete his personally
task. Finally I was forced to have to help them who were very lazy that. Whated a pity also, because possibly they like that did not yet understand with this task. Whereas I that has understood of course must help them.
I did not suppose, evidently beny still intended to play with my heart. He did not think about how the illness was treated like that. Do you know? Yesterday, he told me to telephone him again. The longing was his reason. But I think it just a false. I knew, if he had the wish he certain be hard-working to contacted me. But if he felt bored with me, he had not cared about my situation. But, although he like that, I could not tell lies to my heart that still always was loving him. I could not forget him because with him was the most beautiful memory in my life. But I realised, that will never be repeated again. I did not want forever to dream. I did not want to be again offended. I wanted to forget him but that really was difficult. What must be done by me now?
For the time being, i will forgot all the problems that were undergone by me. I want to peace. If in the school, I could get the heart peace. Friends who always made me laugh, the lesson that always made me be enthusiastic, and erdana that always calmed the heart of my time felt lonely. OMG, I wanted the peace. Please gave for me, so that I do not remember him again. Because that is really painful. I did not want to fall in love was as hard as that again.
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